Dreams...

Ever have that dream that you don't want to wake from because it's too real and enjoyable? Well I'm just awakening from mine and so ready to tell...

Here goes..

It's night time, and  setting was as if I was outside of a brick-built bar w/ neon blue and red lights. Music flew out of the bar every time someone swung open the door...

One thing leads to another (by which I mean, I don't remember the interim) and night became day. The next thing I know I'm in this beautiful house!!

Who's house was I in ? How did I get there?

Well it happened to be the fabulously talented Alexz Johnson! It's like I knew her, but she forgot she knew me, and thought I was just a 'fan'

I was so offended! I wasn't there for an autograph (cause I can care less), as far as I knew, I was just going over a friend's house.

Here's the description of the house.

2-3 stories? I know there's stairs, just never went up to know how many levels,

Wooden banister, white walls or carpet on the right side.

Passing the stairs (left) was the den, with an arc opening. So clean and has hard wood floors!

Ok so you walk into The den, on the right is the piano, to The left of the piano there's a sofa giving its 'back' to The piano, yet faces a twin sofa with a coffee table in the middle.

We end up in the den, Alexz and I, and I'm so frustrated because she won't take me seriously, she's acting like a premadonna, but I KNOW that's not how she really is. Defense mechanism I guess, I tried explaining that we met before, and how I've wanted to meet her since we were kids. I distinctly remember telling her, " 'cause you're watching over me' was my first download of yours, from 'so weird', your voice moves my soul!" She was laying on her back on the floor, stretching or something,  but it wasn't until I made her get her guitar that she got up.

I knew I was there for a reason. If I didn't astral project myself, then it must have been a dream...anyhoo,

I patiently waited on the sofa that is FACING the piano. To my left I look over and I see a large sliding glass door and a pool..(hmph which is odd, cause when I woke up I thought beach, but  the more I think about it, it seems to be a pool)

So I'm sitting there, waiting, looking out the window waiting...

She comes back w/ her guitar and she starts strumming and humming..

She starts singing and gets stuck...

I join in and try to get her song out, inevitably ended up helping her finish a few songs that she couldn't complete.

We were sitting next to each other like brother and sister.

'Is this really happening?' I ask myself.

It was a dream...

If this was a movie or scene, the camera would pan out and fade out as we sing.

Then I woke up.

Man, I'd love that to come true!

Alexz, this one's for YOU!!

Thanks for being born! Xoxo

Till next time, keep that smile on your mouth and Love in your heart!

Good day!

Today 's the day, when all your dreams come true! As I woke up to the serenity of birds chirping, I try to remember my dream...

Now it's not that I want this dream to manifest, but I remember seeing many ships in the sky, good ones, if you will, and they were flying around like it's normal and the thing to do...

The next thing I remember, I'm walking into a bar or club, went up stairs in search of a bathroom, it was run down and had brown, short length carpet, it was as if THOSE 'restrooms' used to be rooms..

My dream took a small turn into the world of sex, and the bathroom was never the same again...

Here's the weird part, the walls of these rooms were shorter than that of a public restroom's stall wall...I look up and there's people in front of me, well facing me from the other side of a wall, looking straight at me, but not, as if they were looking in the mirror. After a few waves of my hand, I realized it all came together at once.

It was a family style restaurant with a bathhouse in the upstairs; and that wall was double sided glass, one sided mirror, a-ha, exhibitionism/voyeurism that was the reason for the glass wall...kinky.

But what I don't get is why I have to watch people wash their hands, while 'getting it on'?'

Hmmm..weird. what's with all the sex everywhere in my dreams?!!?

I know there's a meaning for all this, and it all makes sense now. What I want to know is...

What's next???

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bed time thoughts...

so ok, I'm a guy, and I have needs, lol! ok who doesn't, but still, as I stand here finger blogging while I wait for my tea to finish steeping, I can't stop but to acknowledge the thought I had, of someone from the past stopping by to say hello...in the midst of all this happening (in my 'thought'), it occurs to me why he is here...he's a guy with needs! that sure came full circle.

ooh, I think I hear the timer, tea is done...sweet dreams tea, a mix of chamomile and mint...perfect with a cig!

see, now it's not that I wouldn't mind a little innocent fun, however, why now? why all this in the midst of such a transition?
hmph...

one thing's for sure, I won't know until it happens..

Thoughts...

So I lay here on the sofa, and contemplate my navel. It's 12:19am, and I'm so relaxed I don't want to move for the next 5 minutes. I know I should be in bed right now, but honestly, I think I am finally readjusting to the real time....not even five minutes..gotta throw the trash away and off to bed.

Night..

P.s. no hotties spotted today.  :P

Charmed

I find comfort in turning on a DVD and watching charmed. It's relaxing...season four, episode one+two, "charmed again" I then take time out to check the latest headlines, Japan just had a 6.6 magnitude earthquake, which leads me to believe..and connect the dots...Japan was once connected to Seattle, Washington, but due to polar shifts they became different continents all together.

Well if south America is shifting ten feet west, this affects the pacific, and Japan having an earthquake will have massive cataclysmic effects on the pacific coast.

Uhhmmm...

That's all I have to say about that.

But I mean seriously though, why does all this happen?

Mother Nature/Earth is pissed off, it's only natural for earth to react the way she does...manmade or not, these quakes are just a reflection of how we treat the earth and must give love back.

::mental breath::

So I sit back with my peanut butter twix, and watch the ending of "charmed again" with a cigarette in one hand and a cup of chamomile tea in the other.

As I reach for the cherry Pepsi beside me, I anticipate my tea.

As the thought of it warms me..

Onward...

Happy 3:10am

Goodnight.

Freedom

Finally fighting your way through the darkness of blatant corporate nothingness, and finding the light of serenity and the calm from within.

I realize now everything I've posted up until now was so pointless and meaningless ...well looking in retrospect it is now. At those times,  my feelings were valid, time and place for everything, I know, and it's also the steps we take in life that take us where we end up. 

We are in charge of our own life, it's up to each individual to make the sacrifices, and adjustments to be capable of living a life of love and harmony.

It feels so free-ing to release myself from eight years of servantude, I'm done making coffee!!

Now that I found an app for my phone, I'll be blogging more frequently..at least I intend to...

Clocks in ahead tonight!!